Assalamualaikum W.B.T.....

   Apa khabar semua? Moga sihat wala'fiat hendaknya....

   Tinggal seminggu je lagi. Exam pun tinggal 2 paper je lagi. Kawan-kawan pun dah sibuk packing@kosongkan bilik. Yela...Time cuti, bilik ni memang tak boleh sama macam time sekolah. Mesti kosong. Jadi, saya pun tak membuang masa juga. Saya juga, seperti yang lain-lainnya, sibuk mengosongkan bilik. Taklah sampai takde pape tinggal, cuma meluaskan bilik.

   Huh! Tak sabar nak balik rumah. Sampai ujian pun dah tak fikir dah. Yang saya nampak hanyalah rumah. Siang malam fikir pasal rumah. Tapi macam biasa, exam pun kena fikir juga. Cuma study jela. Tak berapa nak fokus, sebab fikir pasal rumah. Hahah. Alahai cuti. Tak sabarnya menanti.

   Apakah yang akan kalian lakuakn ketika cuti ni nanti? Saya sendiri kurang pasti akan plan time cuti ni nanti. Sampai ke tidak umur ke situ pun tak tahu lagi. InsyaAllah ye semua!

   Bila cakap pasal cuti, mesti fikir kampung. Well, I don't know. Tak tahulah kalau cuti ni berada di kampung ataupun tidak. Kerana yang pastinya, atok yang akan duduk dengan kita orang dekat rumah. So, I guess, rumah kat kampung tu pun akan kosong lagi. cuma bila ada occasion dekat sana jela kita orang akan balik. Macam orang kahwin ke, kenduri kesyukuran dan sebagainya. Seronok sebenarnya duduk kampung ni. Lain benar rasanya dengan duduk kat rumah tu. Kat kampng ada ayam yang berkokok di siang hari. Subuhnya pun sejuk yang teramat. Air pun sejuk. Memang seronoklah!

   Ada juga yang plan nak keje time cuti. Hmmm...Keje ea? Kekadang terasa juga nak try2 mencari lowongan(kerja kosong) kat mana2 kat Sarawak tuh! Hahah. Cakap endon la pulakkkk....Tapi, macam biasalah. I don't think my dad will allow me to work "outside" of the house. Kalau keje pun, kejelah dalam rumah. Ade banyak keje dalam rumah tu. Tak payah nak susah2 cari keje kat luar. Itulah kata beliau. Haha. Ok, fine. Tak kisah pun. saya pun, macamlah berani sangat nak keje kat luar tu. Nak jauh sikit dari rumah pun dah susah...Hauhauhau....

   Ada yang plan nak kahwin! Hah! Kahwin! biasalah ni..Time cuti, memang tak lain tak bukan. Kalau nampak muka abang postor dekat luar rumah tu, memang kad kahwin lah yang melayang tuh! Time tu, memang kita orang adek-beradek happy sakan. Bukan sebab makan free je, tetapi juga, bila ada orang kahwin, itu maksudnya kita orang akan balaik kampung! Biasa yang kahwin2 ni, memang sedara2 dari kampung jugak. Yang specialnya ialah, time kenduri kahwin. Memang diakui, zaman2 macam ni, dah tak banyak yang buat kenduri cara dulu. Potong2, masak2. Semua dah guna katering aje.
 
   Teringat lagi dulu time sedara belah mak kahwin. Simple je. Takde sanding2 pon. Cuma akak dan abang pengantin, dengan baju kurung tema kaler hijau(cehhh...lawa giler..walaupun baju kurung bese2 je..Satu family kaler ijau!)..Dye orang keluar, "tunjuk muka". Then, family kasi makan orang macam biasa. Very simple. Yang saya paling suka tengok time tu adalah hantaran2nye. Well, macam biasa, kalo dah takde keje tu, memang masuk ruang tamu, pegi usha hantaran. Semua bebudak baya2 saya pun memang ada kat situ time2 macam tu. Dengan bunga telur yang memang boleh kata macam pokok yang buahnya sangat lebat, dan adela ynag lain2 tu....Alhamdulillah....Sekarang dah dua anak abang dan kakak tu. Moga bahagia hingga ke syurga...InsyaAllah...Bila tengok yang macam tu, saya pun terfikir. Kalau time saya kahwin nanti, saya pun nak simple2 jugak. Kenapa nak bazir2 duit, ye tak? Heheh. Yelah...Kerana saya anak sulung, saya rasa bertanggungjawab untuk memberikan contoh yang terbaik pada adik2 saya. Tak membazir, takde yang tak baik sume, yang tak perlu. Moga Allah izinkan..  ^_^

   Cehhhh...Tetibe lak cakap pasal kahwin. Hahah. Sudah2! Well, itula2 plan2 common time cuti..(bukan plan sayela...) Saya time cuti ni, rasanya akan duduk rumah macam biasa. Mengisi kekosongan jawatan tukang cuci pinggan mangkuk, tukang cuci tandas, tukang jaga kucing, tukang sapu, tukang tengok tv, tukang menghabiskan beras rumah ayah dan segala jawatan kosong yang ada. Hahahahahahaha...Gaji? Ade! Mesti ade! Gaji paling banyak saya boleh dapat seumur hidup. Bukan berbentuk wang ringgit. Tapi, gajinya adalah masa2/moment2 istimewa dan berharga bersama keluarga tercinta dan kucing2 semua. Lumayan kan? Sape nak bagi gaji macam ni kalau bukan family sendiri? Tak boleh diberi dengan duit. Dan jangan lupa..Semua itu datang dari Allah jua...Maka, berterima kasihlah kepada-Nya untuk segala kebahagiaan kita..

   Well, I guess, sampai di sini saja. Cuti ni maybe tak update blog. Tinggalkan segala urusan alam maya neh. Cerpen? InsyaAllah..Adela idea time cuti ni nanti. Selamat menempuhi exam dan sisa2 exam kepada rakan2 seperjuangan semua. Semoga apa yang kita dapat, setimpal dengan apa yang diusahakan. Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan..Amin2...Dan.....setelah itu...SELAMAT BERCUTI......TIME2 CUTI TU LA PELUANG TERBAIK TOPUP IMAN DAN AMAL....SELAMAT BERAMAL YA SEMUA.....

 

Bila Suami Nak Jadi Isteri...

Untuk para sahabat yg akan jadi SUAMI:

   Mat tidak pernah membantu isterinya membuat kerja-kerja rumah. Malah dia sering bersungut sendirian kerana telah merasa bosan setiap hari pergi kerja,sedangkan Nab isterinya hanya tinggal di rumah. Kalau boleh, dia mahu isterinya tahu betapa penat dan letihnya dia bekerja setiap hari untuk menanggung keluarga.

Satu malam ~~~~

Mat berdoa,"Ya Tuhanku. Aku bekerja 8 jam sehari sedangkan isteriku hanya tinggal di rumah bersama anak-anak. Aku mahu supaya dia tahu betapa letihnya aku bekerja setiap hari. Tolonglah Ya Tuhan, tukarkanlah aku dan
isteriku. Biar aku yang menjadi isteri untuk sehari sahaja supaya dia pula dapat merasakan betapa letihnya aku bekerja.Biar aku pula yang berehat di rumah"

Permintaan Mat dikabulkan . Pagi besoknya, ia bangun dari tidur, dan pastinya sebagai seorang isteri. Bangun saja dari tidur, dia bergegas ke bilik air, cuci gigi dan terus ke dapur menyediakan sarapan untuk suami dan anak-anak. Pastu bangunkan anak-anak dan melayan mereka bersarapan, pada masa yang sama melayan suami bersarapan. Pastu menghantar suami yang nak pergi kerja ke pintu, kembali membetulkan baju anak-anak yang nak ke sekolah dan menyediakan air yang anak-anak nak
bawa ke sekolah.

Pastu panaskan injin kereta dan bergegas hantar anak-anak kesekolah. Balik dari sekolah terus ke pasar untuk membeli ikan dan keperluan dapur yang lain. Dekat dua jam baru sampai balik ke rumah. Simpan barang-barang
dapur ke dalam almari dapur dan ikan simpan dulu dalam peti ais. Komdian kutip
kain busyuk untuk dicuci dengan mesin sehingga selesai dan dijemur.Pastu baru mula memasak untuk anak-anak yang akan balik sekolah nanti.

Selesai masak, jam dah pukul 12.45 tengahari. Terpaksa pula bergegas ambil anak dari sekolah. Selesai ambil anak, beri pula mereka makan sebelum mengatur anak-anak supaya membuat kerja sekolah. Pastu terpaksa pula kemas rumah supaya jangan bersepah sangat. Komdian angkat kain di jemuran. Tiba-tiba anak bongsu menangis kerana terjatuh. Dah nak kena beri rawatan dan pujuk supaya tangisan tidak berlarutan. Dah selesai, kain-kain yang
baru diangkat perlu pula dilipat dan disusun dalam almari. Sedar tak sedar, waktu Zohor dah tinggal tak berapa minit saja lagi. Terpaksa bergegas pulak tunaikan Zohor sebelum tertinggal. Selesai salam, azan Asar kedengaran. Selesaikan pulak solat Asar sebelum menyambung apa-apa kerja yang belum siap.

Belum sempat rehat, terpaksa pula balik ke dapur untuk menyiapkan makan malam. Lepas Maghrib, terpaksa layan suami dan anak-anak makan, pastu cuci pinggan mangkuk, pastu mandikan anak yang masih kecil, pastu uruskan supaya anak-anak masuk tidur.... dan macam-macam pastu lagi. Dekat pukul 11.00 malam barulah semua kerja rumahtangga selesai. Badan pun dah longlai lohe...Bolehlah rasanya nak berehat sikit.

Opps.... belum boleh rehat rupanya. Suami juga mahukan layanan. Berdosa isteri kalau tak melayani kemahuan suami. Tambahan pulak malam ni malam Jumaat. Maka suami dilayani dengan sewajarnya sehinggalah dia terkulai dua kali lohe dan langsung tertidur.... ... tak pasti pukul berapa.
Setelah terjaga sebelum dinihari, Mat segera bangun dan berdoa semula,"Ya Tuhanku. Barulah kini aku tahu.... Aku dah tak sanggup lagi jadi isteri. Aku keluar bekerja seharian pun tak penat macam ni. Ada juga masa berehat,
minum kopi dan berbual dengan kawan-kawan. Tolonglah kembalikan aku sebagai suami semula. Tobat aku tak sanggup dah jadi isteri. Salah sangkaanku selama ini bahawa kerja-kerja isteriku di rumah begitu mudah. Biarlah isteriku terus di rumah dan aku keluar bekerja"

Sekonyong-konyong Mat terdengar satu suara ghaib berkata,"Wahai Mat,kamu belum boleh kembali menjadi suami sebab persetubuhanmu malam tadi telah menjadi benih. Kamu kenalah tunggu 9 bulan 10 hari lagi untuk melahirkan
anak sebelum kamu dapat menjadi suami kembali...."

Whatttt???.. . 9 bulan 10 hari???
....Beranaaak? ??........ Waaaaaa.. tak nak, tak nak, tak taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa akkkkk... !!!

~~~~~

"Bang, bang... Abangggg... apasal niii.....??"

Sergah satu suara disisinya. Mat melompat bangun dari katilnya dan terus memegang isterinya sambil bertanya,"Nab, Nab yang jadi suami atau abang yang jadi suami???

"Laaaaa... tebiat apa pulak abang ni. Kan Nab nie pompuan. Tentulah abang yang jadi suami..... Apa punya lawak pagi-pagi buta ni....."

Hari tu Mat mengambil cuti emergency dan sehari suntuk membantu isterinya membuat kerja-kerja rumah..... Hinggakan seluar kecik dan baju kecik Nab pun habis Mat kutip basuh... Nab terkedu beghok, terlopong dan jadi bisu seharian melihat gelagat suaminya.... .....

Moral cerita :
Isteri perlu disayangi dan lindungi kerana ia adalah anugerah Tuhan yang tidak ternilai.. so orang suami2 di luar sane mahupun di dalam
sini..hargai la isteri anda..
~LB~
by: Dunia macam-macam

Oh Tidak!!!!!!

Oh Tidakkkkkk!!!!!! Atas kesilapan teknikal, cerita tentang aina secara tidak sengajanya telah ter"undo" oleh saya sewaktu m'update cerita tersebut. well, tak mungkin untuk saya tulis semula. apa2pun, what's done cannot be undone. we'll start with a new story. nantikan ya! coming soon!!!

Hachiko: A Dog's Loyalty Knows No Boundaries

Assalamualaikum W.B.T.......


   Bertemu semula seperti biasa....Masih hidup..Alhamdulillah.....Cuma ingin berkongsi cerita...Cerita tentang kesetiaan....Yes! Loyalty...We've heard a lot about loyalty. Manusia kepada Penciptanya...Manusia kepada makhluk sejenisnya...Tapi, haiwan kepada manusia? What does it mean to be a loyal companion? How does it feel to have one? I surely have no idea. But there's one loyal friend I've just got to know and his name is Hachiko.......


   I wanted to share with you the true tale of this wonderful canine. It truly is a story of devotion and loyalty that warms the heart and penetrates the barriers of death.


JAPAN'S MOST LOYAL DOG REMEMBERED




A Friend Waits

Professor Hidesaburō Ueno lived in Tokyo with his beloved Akita named Hachiko. Everyday Hachiko would see Ueno off to work from his home and then, at the end of the day, greet him at the nearby Shibuya Train Station.

One day in May 1925 would be the end of their daily routine together, for Ueno suffered a fatal stroke during his day at work. He never returned to his faithful friend that day nor any day thereafter.

Hachiko was given away to new owners but the loyal dog always ran off in search of his true master. After returning to Ueno's former home several times, Hachiko realized that he did not live there anymore. Hachiko then searched for his friend at the train station. There he perpetually returned everyday henceforth, always at the end of the day and at the precise time of Ueno's scheduled arrival. Hachiko waited there in vain every day for 11 years.

The Story Spreads

Some of the people at the train station recognized Hachiko from his prior rendezvous with Ueno.  Knowing about Ueno's death, they were deeply touched by this act of loyalty and brought him food.  Eventually the story spread about Hachiko.

A former student of Professor Ueno's heard of Hachiko's vigil and went to the station to see the loyal Akita.  Fascinated by Hachiko, the former student wrote several papers on him.  In 1932, one of these papers was published in Tokyo's largest newspaper.  This article threw Hachiko into Japan's national spotlight.

Hachiko became the personification of loyalty.  School teachers and parents would use him as a teaching model for dedication and loyalty.  In 1934, a well-known Japanese artist sculpted a likeness of Hachiko to be placed at the entrance of Shibuya Station; in the same area he waited for his long-deceased master.  Hachiko himself was there for the statue's dedication.

The Vigil Ends
On March 8 1935, eleven years after it started, Hachiko's vigil came to an end. At almost 12 years old, the Akita succumbed to heart-worm disease. The nation of Japan mourned the loss of their most beloved canine.

Hachiko's long wait was over and finally he is reunited with his beloved master at Rainbow Bridge.

That's a good boy, Hachiko.

That'll do.

Hachiko was born in Odate, Japan in November 1923, a white male Akita dog. At the age of two months, he was sent to the home of Professor Ueno of the Agricultural Department of the Tokyo University. The professor's home was in the Shibuya district of Tokyo. The professor commuted to the agricultural department in Komaba and the agricultural experimental station in Nishihara. Tragedy struck on May 21, 1925, when Dr. Ueno did not return because he had suffered a stroke and died at the university. Hachiko was eighteen months old. The next day and for the next nine years, Hachiko returned to the station and waited for his beloved master before walking home, alone. Nothing and no one could discourage Hachiko from maintaining his nightly vigil. It was not until he followed his master in death, in March l934, that Hachiko failed to appear in his place at the railroad station.

Each year on April 8th at a solemn ceremony in Tokyo's Shibuya railroad station, hundreds of dog lovers do homage to the loyalty and devotion of an Akita dog, Hachiko, faithful pet of Dr. Eisaburo Ueno, a professor at Tokyo University.

Hachiko was sent to homes of relatives or friends, but he always continued to await his master, who was never to return, at the train station. The fidelity of Hachiko was known throughout Japan, owing to an article, "Faithful Old Dog Awaits Return of Master Dead for Seven Years" in the October 4, 1933 issue of Aashi Shinbun (Asahi News). Upon his death, newspaper stories led to the suggestion that a statue be erected in the station. Contributions the from the United States and other countries were received. Today, the statue of the Akita, Hachiko, pays silent tribute to the breed's faithfulness and loyalty. A bronze statue of Hachiko was put up at his waiting spot outside the Shibuya railroad station, which is now probably the most popular rendezvous point in Shibuya. Hachiko was mounted and stuffed and is on now on display at the Tokyo Museum of Art. 

Hmmmm....touching isn't it? That is loyal. And I would recommend this movie. Memang sangat2 touching. It crushed my heart to see the movie and even more to know the fact that Hachiko was not just a drama, an act of loyalty and love, but this story was for real. They said that this dog in the story is indeed a great actor. Pelakon terbaik. But the real Hachiko....Tidak mungkin ada sedetikpun lakonan selama 9 tahun penantiannya......Itulah teman yang setia.....Sehingga hujung nyawa.....Pengajarannya di sini adalah, ketahuilah bahawa setiapa makhluk ciptaan Allah itu adalah kompleks sifatnya. Jangan pernah dianggap remeh dan diseksa sesuka hati. I don't know if they have feelings or what. If a human beings waits for someone for 9 years, even if he knows that the person is dead, we might say that he has gone mad. But, when a dog did the same thing, we know that it was not madness. It is what we call LOYALTY. Enjoy the movie...Just don't cry your eyes out....Watched it twice already. Don't feel like watching it again coz' it makes me sad...Nevertheless  ^_^  Love Hachiko...

 

For All You Know........

Assalamualaikum W.B.T......

   Apa cerita sahabat-sahabat semua? Sihat? Alhamdulillah...

Sibuk giler! Sampai tak sempat nak update blog. And I believe that most of us do. Semua orang ada urusan sendiri kan? Pandai-pandailah bahagikan masa. Or else, masa yang akan bahagi-bahagikan anda. Jiwa kacau. Just like me, these few days.

Scene 1 (dalam kelas)

   Selepas membuat kerja2 grammar yang ala2 brain teaser, our beloved lecturer told us that...

"For all you know, this sem might be your last sem here."

   And I was like, WHAT? Cerita ni lagi. Tak habis-habis. And the bla-bla-bla went on for like, 10 minutes. The reasons? Sounds like the lecturers are sacking us! As if we are being expelled. Expelled? Why? Adala sebabnye tu. Berbalik semula kepada proverb melayu, kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga. This is what happening now.

   I really can't understand the situation. Kalau seorang bermasalah/buat salah, kenapa semua nak kena halau? Frankly speaking, if one is going to fall, I'm not going to fall together with that one. You jump, I'm only going to stop you once, but I'm not going to jump with you. This is not selfish. This is what you call being responsible for your own doings.  That's how it's going to be. If it's me lah. Sendiri buat, sendiri tanggung. Bukan sendiri buat, bersama tanggung. If it's a good thing, then, I'm going to be really glad to tanggung bersama-sama with you. But it's not even NEAR good. It's not fair to "expel" (figuratively expel) everyone just because seorang buat salah.

   But then, this is the fact. I guess, I have to live with the fact. The fact that we are soon leaving this beloved and wonderful IPG. I'm really going to miss this place. Itupun kalau we really2 will go lah. If not, I would be very glad to spend the rest of my studying period here. Developing and improving myself, to be a better being. It's not that  I'm saying that tempat lain tak bagus or whatsoever. It's just that, this place is kinda like strategic. I've been yearning for this kind of surroundings, this Islamic environment, in which we embrace the culture, the religion, the belief, as a Muslim of course.

   Well, hidup tidak selalu indah. But then, life is never cruel too. Manusia yang kejam sesama sendiri, bukan hidup. This so called "shocking news" is really giving me a heart attack. Never fails. Tapi, never mindlah. Kalau pindah pun, it must be for a good reason. Allah adalah sebaik-baik perancang. Kerana Dia saya di sini, dan kalau saya pergi pun, itu juga kerana Dia. Kita hanya merancang, Allah menentukan. Even if I tie up myself here, ikat kaki dekat pokok pun, if the fact is I'm leaving, I am still going to leave. Walaupun I never wanted to leave. NEVER. I would rather go back to Sarawak if I'm not going to graduate from IPG KPI. Lebih baik balik Sarawak kalau tak dok sini. I just wanted to be here and here and here. Huhu. I love this place. This is really2 sad and devastating. But I'm not going to be devastated by this. I'm living my life to the fullest! NEVER GIVE UP! Sem ini, cerita sem ini. Sem depan punya cerita, keep it for sem depan......And... SHUT UP! No more of this freaking news!

  Semoga diberkati, dipermudah segala urusan, dikabulkan segala doa. Amin....Wassalam....

FREE AT LAST!

Assalamualaikum W.B.T.....


   Kita lupakan hal semalam....Hari ni, saya baca news and jumpa something yang sangat menggembirakan..Touching though....Wonder how it feels to be caged for 30 years....Sedarilah kawan2 semua...Binatang pun nak hidup bebas macam kita juga...Respect and love bukan hanya untuk manusia sahaja...Hormati dan sayangi makhluk Allah S.W.T. yang lain walaupun mereka memang tidak seperti kita...Mereka tak macam manusia...Berakal dan mampu lindungi diri against manusia yang lain..Jadi, kitalah yang patut lindungi mereka..Bukannya malah memanipulasi serta menyiksa mereka...

Free at last! Chimps caged for 30 years and injected with HIV in cruel experiments finally feel the sun on their faces again

Like prisoners emerging from a lifetime behind bars, a group of chimpanzees step blinking into the sunlight with what appears for all the world to be a wave and a smile.

And they have much to be joyful about. For this is the first time they have felt grass under their feet and breathed fresh air for 30 years.

Though a few of the chimps were born in captivity, most were kidnapped from African jungles as babies and flown to Europe, where they were locked in metal laboratory cages to be used in a long series of experiments.

Hello world: With a wave and what appears to be a smile, chimpanzees step into the daylight for the first time in 30 years at the Gut Aiderbichl Animal Sanctuary, near Salzburg, Austria.

(See? Mesti gembira kan untuk lihat senyuman di wajah mereka? Dah lama tak nampak matahari..Dah lama tak rasa duduk atas rumput, main pokok, bebas, udara segar. Kita pun, kalau kena caged sehari pun mesti dah macam orang gila nak keluar. Apalagi mereka ni? Put yourself in their shoes. Then you'll think twice before you do something to other creatures. I feel happy for them. Hope others will be released too.)

Sweet dreams: Susi, a 37-year-old chimp, sunbathes in freedom for the first time. Susi has not been outside for 35 years

Horrifyingly, their mothers - who would usually raise them for six years - were all slaughtered.

The aim of the firm that bought them was to find a vaccine to combat Aids. Because chimps share  99per cent of the gene code of man, they seemed natural subjects for study. 

Behind bars: One of the chimps in the cages that were home to them for many years

But that meant they suffered terrible cruelties in the years that followed, including being injected with the HIV virus.

Hooked up to machines and pumped full of chemicals, they were truly prisoners of utter despair. With no stimulation, no nurturing love and no hope, many were driven to the brink of madness and sometimes beyond.

But their ordeal finally ended on Tuesday when the 38 surviving chimps were released into a £3million sanctuary in Austria, allowing them to feel the nurturing contact of their fellow chimps after years of being separated by bars and bullet-proof glass.

Now, Susi, David, Clyde, Lingoa, Moritz and all the others will be free to enjoy the remainder of their lives together, thanks to the unstinting efforts of a 59-year-old conservationist named Michael Aufhauser.

The founder of an animal charity that operates in four European countries, he oversaw the construction of the sanctuary outside Vienna, which is built on the site of a defunct safari park. 

‘Who knows what scars they carry on the inside,’ says Mr Aufhauser.

‘They are all traumatised to greater or lesser degrees. Two of them died before the reserve was finished, but at least those that are left will have a quality of life that was unthinkable when they were prisoners of the lab.

‘Some chimpanzees were infected with the HIV virus. Of course, they became HIV positive. But none of them, not here in Austria or anywhere else in the world, developed full-blown Aids. Therefore, the programme was useless. It achieved absolutely nothing.’ 

Several years ago, the giant American pharmaceutical company Baxter took over the Austrian laboratory, and immediately announced it had no intention of continuing the testing programme. 

More than that, its bosses decided the firm had a moral responsibility to improve the life of the chimps, who can live to the age of 50 or 60.

They were moved to an indoor shelter in a safari park, but when it went into liquidation in 2004 the building of an outdoor sanctuary was stopped and the animals were forced to spend several more years in cages.

But no longer. ‘At last,’ says Mr Aufhauser. ‘They will have some dignity and some fun for what remains of their lives.’

Cerita-cerita....

Assalamualaikum W.B.T.....

I prefer to be myself for as long as i do not do bad and prohibited things and encourage other people to do so.

Eh? Salah ke bila saya guna Bahasa Inggeris? Salah ke bila gambar FB saya tak islamik enough? Ada masalah ke kalau status FB saya tak selalunya berbentuk Islamik?

Well, there's quite a number of issue raising up. Kalau bagi sayalah, saya rasa tak salah selagi apa yang ditulis tidak bertentangan dengan syara' atau dalam erti kata lain, tidak bermaksud membawa kepada sebarang kejahatan dan tidak pula sia-sia atau kosong.

Isu gambar? Cerita gambar ni cerita lama. Orang kata, gambar melambangkan siapa kita. Well, here I'm telling you that this is not totally right kerana gambar could be deceptive. Pembayangan, penipuan, disguise, penyamaran. Sama macam kita beli buku. Kadang-kadang, COVER NAMPAK CANTIK, TITLE NAMPAK MENARIK, tapi bila baca, isi tidak seperti yang dijangkakan. Even buku yang covernya biasa-biasa saja isinya lebih berkualiti. Hard to read between the lines isn't it? Maksud saya di sini ialah, tak usahlah menilai seseorng daripada luaran kerana mata itu selalu tertipu. Apa yang diluar itu tidak semestinya sama dengan apa yang di dalam. Kenapa? Adakah bila saya guna gambar anime sebagai profile picture, itu melambangkan saya tidak Islamik? Adakah itu bermaksud bahawa saya mengagungkan budaya Jepun dan sudah lupa diri? Tidak bukan? Bagi sayalah, selagi gambar itu tidak bersifat "mendedahkan", bukan berbentuk terlarang, mungkin tidak bermasalah.

Bahasa? Kenapa jadi isu? Adakah bila saya guna bahasa Inggeris, saya sudah di"westernize"? Saya sudah menjadi seperti orang-orang Barat? No! Western is Western! English is a LANGUAGE! Memang itu bahasa yang mereka gunakan, but that's it! Itu sahaja. Bukan bermakna, bila saya guna bahasa itu, saya adalah mereka atau seperti mereka. I study English language, so that's why I have to use it. How else can I improve if I do not practice? Jangan sempitkan pemikiran. Jumud, lesu dan beku. Sometimes saya rasa benda ni betul sebab perkara-perkara macam nilah. Pemikiran terlalu sempit sehingga menyekat perkembangan diri ke arah kebaikan.

Kadangkala, kita rasa selamat untuk buat salah kerana TITLE, COURSE. Yelah, orang takkan perasan atau takkan nampak kerana kita course yang baik-baik. Eh? Ada pulak course yang baik-baik dan course yang tak baik? I'm going to be direct lah. Dan bila seseorang itu berada under title yang berlainan dengan kita, kita sentiasa berusaha sehingga ke titisan peluh terakhir untuk mencari kesalahannya. All we see are their mistakes! Ni ada yang dah scan, skim, analyze apa yang saya tulis ni. Nak cari salah dan kekurangan. Bila seorang buat salah, semua orang under title itu akan kena. Saya takkan put the blame on orang yang buat salah, kerana apa yang salah ialah sikap kita ni. Kita selalu generalize, membuat kesimpulan berdasarkan satu-satu perkara sahaja. Kadang-kadang, bila jadi budak TESL, saya rasa macam dah kena sumpahan. Curse. Semua yang obvious yang tak baik aje. Yang salah aje yang nampak. Padahal semua pun manusia biasa. If you are only going to talk bad about other people and at the same time, you do bad things because you feel safe to do so, you are no good either. You are worst than that.

Kesimpulannya, jangan guna mata menilai. Guna otak yang ada dalam tengkorak dalam kepala tu. Guna akal. Seriously, mata selalu tertipu. Penampilan selalu menipu. Saya pun malas lah nak jadi hipokrit neh. Nak susah payah jadi hipokrit ni untuk siapa? Untuk puaskan hati korang? Huiiii...Takda masa kawan. Lagipun, tak pandai nak berlakon baik, sok suci kata orang Indon. Mesti tersiksa jiwa merana kan? Kesian pulak. Jadi nasihat saya, jadilah diri sendiri. Maksudnya di sini, jadilah manusia yang baik. Merendah dan mencari salah orang lain tidak pernah akan menjadikan kamu lebih baik daripada itu. Manusia sentiasa buat silap. Itu sebab kita saling memerlukan. Untuk saling menasihati.

P/S : kenapa tetibe nak cakap pasal ni? heheh. Takda papepun. Cuma ternampak sesuatu dalam FB yang bikin panassss....memang bukan masalah saya, tapi saya rasa keperluan untuk speak out. So, saya ceritalah. Tak attack sesiapa ya. Tak usahlah nak susah2 carik salah orang. Perbetulkn diri. Kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga. Ini betul tapi saya tak pakai peribahasa ni. Yang setitik tu, biar kekal setitik. Takkan nak buang sebelanga kerana setitik itu? Heh!  berkias lagi! Semoga takda yang terasa dan sakit hati ya. Saya menulis je pun. Luahan hati seorang TESLIAN. Ambil yang baik. Andai ada yang buruk, buang jauh2 dlm tong sampah. Wassalam...